"Like a long bout with some painful illness"

Writing a book is a horrible, exhausting struggle, like a long bout with some painful illness. One would never undertake such a thing if one were not driven on by some demon whom one can neither resist nor understand. — George Orwell

I want to talk about this quote by George Orwell. I know George Orwell by '1984' and 'Animal Farm' and I love the way he wrote. Also, I decided talk about this quote because I feel the same, I mean, I am completely agree with him. 

I am not a person who writes a lot, at first maybe because I don't have much time and the time I have I prefer read or doing another thing but is true that sometimes I decide write, and maybe the reason is because I feel well if I write, I feel free and happy.

There are times when I started to write a book but them I had some failures ideas and I was not sure about I was writing so I decided stop with it, but I also understand the need to do it. 

Now I'm writing something, the only thing about I can be constant, my diary. 

I have to say that maybe I have a diary because I don't like to tell my things to anyone, I just simply prefer write and just. Done. I write about everything, my life obviously but music and books too, tickets of concerts, cinema, theatre, everything. Simply my life in this book. 
At first, I was not sure and I was no constant but if you choose a beautiful notebook maybe you can increase your desire to write.

Best wishes, Effy.